hye ! today is 10.10.10...such lovely numbers, and guess what? it is my 10th poem...wow! what a coincidence....
here i am,
standing and still the same.
here i am,
don't know who to blame.
here i am,
dull and lame.
here i am,
saying.."damn!"
here i am,
staring into the flame.
here i am,
at the end of the game.
here I am.....
Aimi | Reduzan
11.59 am, 10.10.10
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Saturday, October 9, 2010
# 9 : Missing us
As i was down, lying,
staring at the ceiling,
my heart was beating,
hard, fast and not slowing,
what is this I'm having?
and the eyes not sleeping,
even though they are almost dying...
When you are not around,
i can't sleep and i can't stay awake,
and i was dreaming every second,
wished that my heart did not break...
I don't know what i am doing,
all because you went missing,
and i am missing,
everything...
What if I found you,
and you are not that same person?
the one that i knew,
promise me that you will stay on...
missing you,
i almost sink,
missing us,
i can't even think...
missing me,
did you, even in a blink?
Aimi | Reduzan
7:51 , 9th October 2010
staring at the ceiling,
my heart was beating,
hard, fast and not slowing,
what is this I'm having?
and the eyes not sleeping,
even though they are almost dying...
When you are not around,
i can't sleep and i can't stay awake,
and i was dreaming every second,
wished that my heart did not break...
I don't know what i am doing,
all because you went missing,
and i am missing,
everything...
What if I found you,
and you are not that same person?
the one that i knew,
promise me that you will stay on...
missing you,
i almost sink,
missing us,
i can't even think...
missing me,
did you, even in a blink?
Aimi | Reduzan
7:51 , 9th October 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
# 8 : You Lost Me
As I was alone,
The memories keep coming,
and slowly faded away,
I might as well was dreaming.
When i am alone,
late into the darkness of the night,
the feeling that was born,
i always feel that was right.
Always i thought i am alone,
later i was made known,
the one that i loved is gone,
and myself is drown.
Everytime i reminisce,
i stay in silence,
hoping that sweetness of our time would turn spice,
just so i can put your memories rest in peace.
Even if it was a brief of time,
we had our memoir,
even if you left me with lonesome,
your words still linger in the air.
The past might have turn their back on me,
And while the future still in shade,
and although the present put me in sad,
the journey that i am taking is all matters here,
and whether it is white or black,
i ain't going to turn back,
what ever i am leaving, is once i had.
You lost me,
and that was me saying.
Aimi |Reduzan
9.05 am , 28th September 2010
The memories keep coming,
and slowly faded away,
I might as well was dreaming.
When i am alone,
late into the darkness of the night,
the feeling that was born,
i always feel that was right.
Always i thought i am alone,
later i was made known,
the one that i loved is gone,
and myself is drown.
Everytime i reminisce,
i stay in silence,
hoping that sweetness of our time would turn spice,
just so i can put your memories rest in peace.
Even if it was a brief of time,
we had our memoir,
even if you left me with lonesome,
your words still linger in the air.
The past might have turn their back on me,
And while the future still in shade,
and although the present put me in sad,
the journey that i am taking is all matters here,
and whether it is white or black,
i ain't going to turn back,
what ever i am leaving, is once i had.
You lost me,
and that was me saying.
Aimi |Reduzan
9.05 am , 28th September 2010
Thursday, August 19, 2010
# 7: The Missing Part of Me
It's been a while,
since the last i saw me,
now that i am missing,
nobody ever care...
I will always be the one,
that be there for me,
and no one seems to realize,
that me is nowhere to be found...
Sometimes i wished..
be vanished into thin air,
but no matter how hard i try,
i always ended up here and there..
Come and save me now,
because i don't know how long i can go on,
in this worldly life that never understands..
my life is not what it used to be,
slowly turning into hibernating state,
and..
leaving me with only one choice..
to live with it.
Every turning point is pointless...
And i am now breathless.
by:
Aimi | Reduzan
0814 , 20 August 2010
since the last i saw me,
now that i am missing,
nobody ever care...
I will always be the one,
that be there for me,
and no one seems to realize,
that me is nowhere to be found...
Sometimes i wished..
be vanished into thin air,
but no matter how hard i try,
i always ended up here and there..
Come and save me now,
because i don't know how long i can go on,
in this worldly life that never understands..
my life is not what it used to be,
slowly turning into hibernating state,
and..
leaving me with only one choice..
to live with it.
Every turning point is pointless...
And i am now breathless.
by:
Aimi | Reduzan
0814 , 20 August 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
# 6 : katakan padaku
katakan padaku...
apa mahumu..
agar tidak aku..
terus termangu di situ.
katakan padaku..
apa isi hatimu,
jangan biar semua berlalu...
tanpa kau luah semua yang terbuku.
bisikkan padaku...
kata-kata indah dari lubuk jiwamu..
agar menjadi azimat untukku,
melalui hari-hari yang semakin semu.
lontarkan padaku..
kata nista dan hina yang kau hidu,
biar semua dibawa angin lalu..
biar hilang dibawa arus waktu.
katakan padaku ...
siapakah aku padamu,
sekadar boneka yang kau temu,
merias warna jalan hidupmu,
atau..
segala-gala yang kau rindu,
sepanjang jalan itu.
by :
Aimi | Reduzan
5 August 2010, 20:10
apa mahumu..
agar tidak aku..
terus termangu di situ.
katakan padaku..
apa isi hatimu,
jangan biar semua berlalu...
tanpa kau luah semua yang terbuku.
bisikkan padaku...
kata-kata indah dari lubuk jiwamu..
agar menjadi azimat untukku,
melalui hari-hari yang semakin semu.
lontarkan padaku..
kata nista dan hina yang kau hidu,
biar semua dibawa angin lalu..
biar hilang dibawa arus waktu.
katakan padaku ...
siapakah aku padamu,
sekadar boneka yang kau temu,
merias warna jalan hidupmu,
atau..
segala-gala yang kau rindu,
sepanjang jalan itu.
by :
Aimi | Reduzan
5 August 2010, 20:10
Saturday, May 29, 2010
# 5: The End
The road that i am taking seems so easy,
and so, i walk,
and walk but there's no end,
Now, i am confused,
is it the same road that i started walking,
or have i deviated myself into another maze?
It may be the starting of a journey,
but always it actually is endlessly..
I am trying,
fighting and reflecting,
freeing my self from this boring,
and un-moving life,
i might be saved....who knows.
by the end of this story,
i might graduate from misery,
just wait and have no worry,
so, don't be sorry,
even if the world is the end for you, dearie....
self-poem by: Aimi | Reduzan
27th May 2010 @ 2348
and so, i walk,
and walk but there's no end,
Now, i am confused,
is it the same road that i started walking,
or have i deviated myself into another maze?
It may be the starting of a journey,
but always it actually is endlessly..
I am trying,
fighting and reflecting,
freeing my self from this boring,
and un-moving life,
i might be saved....who knows.
by the end of this story,
i might graduate from misery,
just wait and have no worry,
so, don't be sorry,
even if the world is the end for you, dearie....
self-poem by: Aimi | Reduzan
27th May 2010 @ 2348
Saturday, May 1, 2010
#4 :My Love
oh, my love!
in my entire life,
i am searching for you..
oh, my love,
for my entire time,
i have waited for you...
oh, my love?
are you done finding me?
do not worry,
i will wait for you..
even if it is,
going to be forever...
Oh, my love~
[1st May 2010, 3.25pm]
in my entire life,
i am searching for you..
oh, my love,
for my entire time,
i have waited for you...
oh, my love?
are you done finding me?
do not worry,
i will wait for you..
even if it is,
going to be forever...
Oh, my love~
[1st May 2010, 3.25pm]
Friday, April 16, 2010
#3 : Di Mana Sedarmu
(Palestin)
Pagi yang tenang itu,
Seorang ibu dan anak,
Sujud di sejadah,
Namun,
Terganggu,
Dek bedilan peluru,
Seorang wanita terbujur kaku,
“Ummi!”
Si anak kehilangan ibu,
“Lari, anakku!”
“Selamatkan dirimu,”
“Jangan biarkan mereka mendapatimu,”
Rayu si ibu sayu,
Allahu! Allahu!
(Malaysia I)
Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!
Dinihari itu,
Subuh datang lagi,
Entah berapa ramai yang masih diulit mimpi,
Entah berapa kerat yang menyahuti,
Seorang ibu dan anak,
“Tidurlah anakku,”
“Selimutkan dirimu”
“Jangan biarkan Subuh mengganggumu”
Dodoi si ibu.
(Malaysia II)
Di satu masa,
Sebuah keluarga menadah tangan,
Memohon doa,
Pada yang Kuasa,
“Selamatkan saudara kami di Palestin”
“Dan selamatkan saudara kami di Malaysia”
“Serta selamatkan keluarga kami”
Rupa-rupanya,
Masih ada yang sedar,
Doalah senjata kita.
(Palestin)
Si anak tetap setia,
Takkan ditinggalkan ibu seorang,
Tiba-tiba,
“Anakku…”
Rupanya si ibu hanya kaku sementara,
“Syukur, ya ummi!”
“Doaku dimakbulkan Allah!”
Wahai saudaraku!
Marilah kita sama-sama,
Berdoa,
Kepada yang Esa,
Moga,
Rahmatnya melimpahi semua,
Membasahkan hati yang kekeringan,
Menyejukkan jiwa yang kepanasan,
Menginsafkan insan yang kesesatan,
Menyelamatkan mereka yang kesusahan….
Amin.
by: Aimi
* dihasilkan suatu masa dahulu*
Pagi yang tenang itu,
Seorang ibu dan anak,
Sujud di sejadah,
Namun,
Terganggu,
Dek bedilan peluru,
Seorang wanita terbujur kaku,
“Ummi!”
Si anak kehilangan ibu,
“Lari, anakku!”
“Selamatkan dirimu,”
“Jangan biarkan mereka mendapatimu,”
Rayu si ibu sayu,
Allahu! Allahu!
(Malaysia I)
Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!
Dinihari itu,
Subuh datang lagi,
Entah berapa ramai yang masih diulit mimpi,
Entah berapa kerat yang menyahuti,
Seorang ibu dan anak,
“Tidurlah anakku,”
“Selimutkan dirimu”
“Jangan biarkan Subuh mengganggumu”
Dodoi si ibu.
(Malaysia II)
Di satu masa,
Sebuah keluarga menadah tangan,
Memohon doa,
Pada yang Kuasa,
“Selamatkan saudara kami di Palestin”
“Dan selamatkan saudara kami di Malaysia”
“Serta selamatkan keluarga kami”
Rupa-rupanya,
Masih ada yang sedar,
Doalah senjata kita.
(Palestin)
Si anak tetap setia,
Takkan ditinggalkan ibu seorang,
Tiba-tiba,
“Anakku…”
Rupanya si ibu hanya kaku sementara,
“Syukur, ya ummi!”
“Doaku dimakbulkan Allah!”
Wahai saudaraku!
Marilah kita sama-sama,
Berdoa,
Kepada yang Esa,
Moga,
Rahmatnya melimpahi semua,
Membasahkan hati yang kekeringan,
Menyejukkan jiwa yang kepanasan,
Menginsafkan insan yang kesesatan,
Menyelamatkan mereka yang kesusahan….
Amin.
by: Aimi
* dihasilkan suatu masa dahulu*
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
#2 : When Night Comes
When it is at night,
All the darkness seems so bright,
even without the light,
unable to do things right.
When night comes,
all is done,
wait until dawn...
We're all afraid,
when night comes,
waiting for another day,
to live on...
Night always shows up,
never late never give up,
only us fail to keep up,
up, up and up...
i thank you,
night.
[13th April 2010 @ 10:09 pm)
All the darkness seems so bright,
even without the light,
unable to do things right.
When night comes,
all is done,
wait until dawn...
We're all afraid,
when night comes,
waiting for another day,
to live on...
Night always shows up,
never late never give up,
only us fail to keep up,
up, up and up...
i thank you,
night.
[13th April 2010 @ 10:09 pm)
Thursday, April 8, 2010
the lost words (an introduction)
hye there!
this is my 2nd blog..
but, it will be my poem-blog..
so, happy reading!
and oh! here's the appetizer...
#1 : The Beginning
Everyday,
We begin our life,
with an ending.
Everyday,
we feel like it's the end of the world,
instead,
the world just begun, again.
Lonely we thought our self,
in the midst of busy world,
feels like everyone is gone,
when actually they just left.
Ironic maybe not the word,
when will we be able to,
find the lost word?
Finally,
it's The Beginning,
of a new world in my own words......
[11:34 pm @ 8th April 2010]
this is my 2nd blog..
but, it will be my poem-blog..
so, happy reading!
and oh! here's the appetizer...
#1 : The Beginning
Everyday,
We begin our life,
with an ending.
Everyday,
we feel like it's the end of the world,
instead,
the world just begun, again.
Lonely we thought our self,
in the midst of busy world,
feels like everyone is gone,
when actually they just left.
Ironic maybe not the word,
when will we be able to,
find the lost word?
Finally,
it's The Beginning,
of a new world in my own words......
[11:34 pm @ 8th April 2010]
